hey,
another long time since Tendulkar made a good score and I updated my blog .But I have been feeling too lowly to write anything or to make anyone around me happy.Sinec my sis's wedding, I have been in kinda devdas mood with one or two spike of humour. I dont know what has triggered this change in me or when /how will I be able to get over it .But it is true.I am in one of the most deadliest mood i ever had . To give you an idea, if I speak to someone for 5 min., I will start using derivatives of sister and mother adjectives.So to avoid any embarassment due to this, I am keeping my mouth shut and replying only in yes or no or in small sentences (that were taught to us in school at the time of correcting our grammars). This is making my parents worried as to what is going wrong or what is bothering me.
I have tried to tell them that nothing is wrong .. ok whatever is wrong they dont have to do anything with it and they should not worry for me.I should be able to take care of me by myself. But they still think of me as a lollypop loving kid with a loose belt and messy hairs and free flowing nose.
Things were not smooth at my personal (I mean really personal)end. I was talking to a girl and had realised that I had ne'er talked to any other girl the way I am talking to her. The thing I liked most about her was her simplicity and honesty. I had known few girls with whom i was friend but she was what to say different? The thing that attaracted towards her was that she was very much similar to me and had no air at all. But Before I could tell her about my feelings towards her, I came to know that she was getting married.Now the dillema is she is too simple and soft hearted that I am pretty sure she wont even listen to my crap and I fear that the friendship that we have amy even die out.
This is keeping me a bit offbeat and am keeping my parents guessing which is saddest part.
Will try to be more cheerful than I was last week and less of devdas types
chalo
njoy
